Weekends are hard!!! thank goodness its over.. cant believe i actually said that… had a word do today.. it was a great afternoon… but yeah.. people shocked that I wasnt drinking!!! being tempted by sips of wine.. which i would have loved to have had a taste.. but no alcohol means no sipping!!!!!!
Anyway, i got through my first weekend… only 3 more to go!!! wooo hooooo…. BRING IT ON!!!
Tonight was pretty hard.. had dinner out just at Hans but Kat didnt know about my 30 day alcohol free crazy idea. She suggested we get wine… i declined… and got soft drink… anyway.. that bit was ok… then we went to his majesty’s theatre and there was wine, champers beer.. all for sale obviously… but we were standing around waiting for people… it made me want one… i held Kats drink for a while.. sniffed the beer.. it smelt good!! but i declined… didnt have any.. was tempting to have a sip… but didnt! I feel good that I didnt do it now… but at the time… i felt like a loser… im guessing this is only gonna get harder 
OK.. its friday.. surely everyone would be wanting a drink by now???? on my drive home i kept thinking how i wanted a drink… i also knew that when i got home that Jac and Ren would be having a few… I was thinking to myself… ok.. just one wont hurt… but no.. i remembered that people think i cant do it.. so even if i do it just to prove them wrong!!!
Anyway im glad i didnt.. because at the footy i could have gotten myself into a bit of trouble with a bit of grog under my belt as it was rather agro!!! and yes.. i got rather agro..and i was sober!!! so… yeah best that i was 100% sober :) actually i have to say… im rather proud of my self… 7 days is a good effort!!! bring on the next 7 days!!!! actually scrap that.. bring on day 30
Again, not such a struggle today… Georgia is back at work.. so no temptation to sit and drink wine and chat!!!
Football tomorrow… normally a drinking night… the girls have rallied behind me and are not drinking (as much) they are still drinking.. Im going to go out and buy some lemon lime and bitters so i dont feel left out…. it was either that or non alcoholic beer.. yeah.. i chose the lemon lime and bitters….
I keep remembering plans i have coming up… which is in my alcohol free month…. this is gonna be tough!!!!
I smelt red wine today and wanted some… but i didnt have any.. i dont even like red wine!!!
anyway.. thats all
Again… not a lot of temptation today… been working on assignments all day… lots of beer in the fridge. I must admit there was a moment today when i thought that ooo i will have a beer.. then remembered that i wasnt drinking for 30 days.. but it didnt feel like a sacrifice or anything like that.
Again, I think the temptation is going to come on the weekend… I just need to be prepared 
I havent really noticed any changes… i dont have any desire to have a drink… although red wine was mentioned… but im not a red wine drinker anyway.. i really see the main hurdle is going to be friday!!! but I will keep blogging … who knows things might change!!!!
OK.. surely it cant be withdrawal!!! but today i deleted every man that ive met in the last couple of months out of my phone and out of my msn… this could be a pms type thing… but hmm yeah i dont know… i also decided today to go swear free for 30 days.. (yeah that didnt even last a couple of minutes) take away free (ok.. so now im still aloud to have chinese sunday.. but no HJs) Men free, (ok.. men that ive met previously) and I also have decided to become quiet, shy, reserved and turn into a recluse…
Pretty sure this isnt withdrawal.. more like… PMS!! DAMIT!!!
Day 1 of alcohol free for 30 days started off with a hangover.. although not a severe one… woke up late… talked on the internet then decided to go to collie with my brother to see ONE NIGHT STAND.. (ie Faker, Pnau, Cog) It was an alcohol free event… PERFECT!!!
Decided that this 30 days thing might be harder than I first imagined.. as when I saw the first pub … i thought.. hmmm a beer would be nice right about now!!! anyway i didnt have one… went to this alcohol free event… was good.. and felt good that I could drive home “safely” but yeah… i think alcohol would have made the concert a tad better 
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